Crusader's Journal

Well, it's 2:44 a.m... Really starting to feel tired, so am hitting the sack soon, regrettably i work tomorrow.

But, I received a pleasant surprise in my inbox tonight, I was hand selected to participate in Dead Space 2's multiplayer beta, first time I've ever been chosen for something like this... So, as I am sleeping my ps3 will be downloading this, and I should be able to get into this thing tonight after work!

Peace out everyone,
Michael

Ugh,  right about now I wish I was at work..  My family life as of late and these past few years sucks.

The only ones I seem to get along with the most is my two sisters(God bless them) and my dad, who has mellowed out these past few years..  The only one who I have problems with is my mom, who always condescends/yells at me and never feels I am doing things good enough.

As of late, I've had better days at work than I do at home, which is frustrating.  I should like coming home and being around my family, but it's hard with my mom, as it always seems she's ready to pounce on you for no reason at all..

At my work I am surrounded by awesome co-workers and awesome managers, and I am currently looking forward to going to work tomorrow.

I don't want my family life to stay this way, but I get a feeling she won't change.  Even though we've approached her nicely about her behavior.   Which she responds to with yelling at us and instead, almost makes us sound like we're the cause of her behavior.....   Yeah, sure.

I'm irritated, frustrated and can't think of anything else to say.. 

Hope all my IJ friends are doing well and had a nice New Year's Eve & Day.

Love and God Bless,
Michael

Hey everyone! I'm back again, and feeling in a better mood than before.

I'd like to wish everyone a Happy Thanksgiving and hope that they have a wonderful day.

Here are some things that I am thankful for.

1.  I am thankful that I have loving siblings and my parents.

2. I am thankful for God blessing our family and keeping us safe.

3. I am thankful for my job.

4. I am thankful for my height growth, hehe. :)

I'm sure there's more, but for some reason I can't think of any, lol.   I'd love to know what other people are thankful for this year, please feel free to comment.  I'd love to hear from ya'.

Love & God Bless,
Michael

My first update in a long, long time.  So overdue.

I've been currently working at Regal Cinemas for about 7 months so far, I like my job and especially like the managers I work with.   I get along with alot of the people I work with which is awesome, they like computer stuff, movie and some of the same shows & video games like me.  :)

I had a fairly good day today, my register came out even which is always a good thing. They even sent me home early due to it not being busy. :)

There are some things bugging me, some of which are:

1. Why is that when I miss alot of tv show and I choose to rewatch an episode, my one sister feels it's stupid and tries to change my decision?  It is my decision, regardless of what she thinks.  Why can't she just leave it at that?  I get so frustrated when people try to change my decision's or the way I feel, argh.

2. I am looking forward to Thanksgiving, I have off tomorrow and am looking forward to spending it with my family, but am not looking forward to grandfather coming over(due to him thinking I am nothing more than an athiest and his lack of respect of me, and because he always finds a way to offend or insult one of my family members).  Hopefully that will go ok.

3. I have other things going on in my life right now, so #1 right now just really irritates me due to it being so trivial compared to other things..  Why can't I ever be left alone, I don't need that kind of shit when I have other concerns/worries in my life without having to deal with that.

I guess I'm done, I don't  have anything else to say nor that I want to say at this moment.

Today as of 2:18 a.m in the morning(over 3 hours ago, lol) my sister was born 22 years ago, a night owl then and still one today.

I cannot wait till she sees the gifts I got for her!  I know she'll like 'em.

Well, that's pretty much it for right now. 

Oh, also can I just say that I love blogging, especially late at night,  haha.  I am now feeling punchy but don't really wanna go to bed.

Love & God Bless,
Michael

Wow, I have so neglected this journal.. Well, I have got some awesome news.

I did get the job I wanted at Regal Cinemas, I am now and have been for the past two months(going on three) a concessionist.

The job pays 8.75 an hour, and I think I am permanently on day shift, which is cool..  'Cause I didn't really like working til 4 a.m in the morning during nights when I closed, lol.

The people I work with are awesome, they're so fun to be around and I get along with all of 'em.  It's nice being around people my age, they tend to use the same lingo as I do.

I've also had many customers comment to my managers how good an employee I am already, which gets stored in my employee file. :D

I feel like I have so much to say, yet not..

Unfortunately, I am still single and keeping my eyes peeled. ;)   Oh, how I long to have a girlfriend so bad..

My sister's birthday is also coming up on the 17th, she will be 22.  We plan to go roller skating this tuesday at some Roller Rink, which will be having an 80's theme which is awesome!

So, how are all my Insanejournal friends doing?  I'd love to hear from ya'.  I'll try to catch up everyone my friends latest entries within' the next few days.

Well, that's all for now.

Love & God Bless,
Michael

Well, here I am.. Wide awake at 4 in the morning, which isn't unusual for me, lol.

I talked with my older sister today about something that had been annoying me lately..

Anyway, I got my driver license awhile back ago, I thought I would get a bit of freedom ya' know? But no, instead I'm courting everyone else's arse around and my mom wont let me go anywhere because she's "to scared to let me."   But it's ok if I take everyone else where they need to be and that's not the only annoying thing.  I started taking my sister to work, so my mom could get some sleep right?

I was fine with that, then it turned into taking her everyday.    Now, my mom says, "I'm to tired to take her, I need some sleep.  Will you take for her?"  almost every day and if I say no, she'll get mad.  So I have to take her,  but when I come home and expect to find her sleeping she isn't, instead she's on the freakin' computer writing emails!

If you tell me you need sleep, how about actually going to bed to get that sleep, eh ma?  You said your to tired to take her, but apparently not tired enough to where you can't use the pc! 

So my sister gets off work at 4 p.m, and my mom goes into bed finally at 3:15 p.m. and then I have struggle to wake her up to go pick up my sis.   Sometimes though, when she's coherent enough she'll say,  "Seth, would you mind go getting your sister? I'm to tired." 

Ahem, if you'd gone to sleep when you said you were tired, you wouldn't have this problem.    I'm beginning to feel she's using me since I have my license so she can get out of taking my sis to work and be writing emails instead.  

I also can't let my sister drive with me in the passenger seat because I'm 19 & have to be 21!  So she gets cheated out of good driving experience!

Ugh, I'm done for now.

Love & God Bless,
Michael

I was going to post about something about my dad, but I don't think I could've said it better than my sister..  I feel the exact same way and once again, it's like she read my mind.

Click on the link below to read the entry, and to know how my sis and I both feel.

http://lteagleeyes.insanejournal.com/96991.html

Love & God Bless,
Michael

Awhile back ago, I noticed that my mom and dad's computer seemed to be going very slow... We were having dos windows come up, random ads appearing, & sometimes having 13 viruses at one time.

I tried to get an ad aware scanner, but it said that it was corrupt. Then, sometimes when you would turn the computer on, no desktop icons would show, only the wallpaper.

Well, yesterday I did some searching on the internet and printed out instructions on how to erase a drive, and did it...   The computer is working fine as of now & the ad aware scanner now works.. 
But now we have no sound, so that will have to be fixed.   But I am glad I was able to save my mom and dad having to pay someone $500-700 dollars to wipe it and was able to do it myself.  
It took me roughly about  2 1/2 hours to wipe the whole drive and reformat it, I don't think I would've ventured into that if I didn't have instructions..  Thank God for the internet and google.

Hopefully, the PC will stay behaving the way it is now.

Love & God Bless,
Michael

Whoo! It's been awhile, but I'm back with 15 new icons.

Icons:
1 Is Supernatural
2 Is The Office
3 Is iCarly
4-5 Is Camp Rock
6-15 Is Jonas Brothers


Please, look, save and use as you desire, just please credit me. :)

Love & God Bless,
Michael